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Okay, so, I was lying in my bed, waiting to fall asleep in the pitch blackness of my room at night. When all of a sudden, the hairs on the back of my neck stand up. I look around my room... scared that something is going to come after me... something with soulless white eyes, and thousands of sharp needle like teeth. I hear a noise upstairs... one which I KNOW I hear on a regular basis... but still it startled me.
Why am I like this? Well, I'll tell ya. Somehow, my mental shield... dissipated.
"But Darkwolf, What the hell do you mean?" Well. Thing is, I watch and play horror games all the time. They are fun, and they are thrilling. And I don't usually have to worry about not being able to sleep later because I have a mental shield that blocks all lingering paranoia from those games. It's like a firewall, Any "virus" that carries over from those games gets burnt up and removed from my system. My brain. But, one game in particular has somehow gotten past my mental shield... and now I can't sleep. A game called "Night Blights" I saw Markiplier play it and I was like "HEY! IMMA DO IT!" But upon own playthrough of the game... I found that the jump-scares... actually made me jump. The eerie silence of the house, and tick toking of the clock making me surprisingly paranoid. There was no music... only footsteps, creature growls, and children screaming when the night blights got them. This was the first game in a long while I had to put down... I was just, I was too freaked out by it.
Basically, the premise of the game is you are a toddler trying to protect your family from these terrifying little creatures called "Night Blights" The way you do it is you have to feed them your toys when the growl, or they will eat your family, and you. Really, I think this game has proven one of my biggest theories as to what makes things scary. For a game to be truely scary, you can't attack the mind of the adult, you have to resurface childhood fears. In this game's case, monsters hiding under your bed and in your closet. Darkness. Sharp-toothed freak-shows. And the one layer that made this game truly horrifying for me... It poked at my biggest fear in life. Losing those I care about to something horrible.
*sigh* worst of all for me... I'm going to see a horror movie with my friend tomarrow... and I think this game utterly shattered my mental shield... Somebody... Please help! I REALLY LIKE MY SLEEP MAN! I DUN WANNA LOSE IT!
Why am I like this? Well, I'll tell ya. Somehow, my mental shield... dissipated.
"But Darkwolf, What the hell do you mean?" Well. Thing is, I watch and play horror games all the time. They are fun, and they are thrilling. And I don't usually have to worry about not being able to sleep later because I have a mental shield that blocks all lingering paranoia from those games. It's like a firewall, Any "virus" that carries over from those games gets burnt up and removed from my system. My brain. But, one game in particular has somehow gotten past my mental shield... and now I can't sleep. A game called "Night Blights" I saw Markiplier play it and I was like "HEY! IMMA DO IT!" But upon own playthrough of the game... I found that the jump-scares... actually made me jump. The eerie silence of the house, and tick toking of the clock making me surprisingly paranoid. There was no music... only footsteps, creature growls, and children screaming when the night blights got them. This was the first game in a long while I had to put down... I was just, I was too freaked out by it.
Basically, the premise of the game is you are a toddler trying to protect your family from these terrifying little creatures called "Night Blights" The way you do it is you have to feed them your toys when the growl, or they will eat your family, and you. Really, I think this game has proven one of my biggest theories as to what makes things scary. For a game to be truely scary, you can't attack the mind of the adult, you have to resurface childhood fears. In this game's case, monsters hiding under your bed and in your closet. Darkness. Sharp-toothed freak-shows. And the one layer that made this game truly horrifying for me... It poked at my biggest fear in life. Losing those I care about to something horrible.
*sigh* worst of all for me... I'm going to see a horror movie with my friend tomarrow... and I think this game utterly shattered my mental shield... Somebody... Please help! I REALLY LIKE MY SLEEP MAN! I DUN WANNA LOSE IT!
Online, Offline, Ghosting.
Ghosting... Yes, I am very much aware I've been doing this to EVERYONE! And it saddens me deeply. I loved using this sight! And talking with everyone! I really did. But alas, it seems my soul is dying with my job so my creative drive has been a bit lackluster. When I draw nowadays it's few and far between. In the last two years I think I've only drawn like... ten things, and of those ten things only about four of them have actually been completed. So if any of you are still with me I thank you for that.
Good news is! I am definitely TRYING to push myself to draw more once again. Even have a WIP going right now! Bad news is... I'm unsure how
Jaybus Christ! I need to start practicing again XD
Popped back on and decided to look through all the deviations I've missed sense I've been gone... and damn. I must say SO MANY of you have improved SO MUCH! Agghhh! I wan't to commission all of you to do some stuff for me but I don't have any money XD
I need to get back into the swing of things... practice everyday in-between work hours. But right now I'm still struggling to find the motivation. And I have a feeling that that's partially due to lack of consistency and/or confidence. Perhaps you guys can help?
I would love suggestions on what to draw! I really would! Anything and everything. I don't even care if it's somewhat lewd XD, as lon
My Lord, It's been a long while. I'M BACK DOE! :D
So um... how to explain my sudden reappearance after you know... dissapearing for months on end.
Well, drama and shiz happened. Also, I wound up moving, and for the longest time. I wasn't able to operate my scanner... like at all. I just didn't have the components I needed.
It really all started with the move to be honest. We completely changed zip codes and locations, and we wound up settling in a part of town I had never seen before. But, with the move came a complete change of lifestyle. Had to find a new job, a new car, new friends, and a new way of thinking. It was... stressful to say the least. With all the changes in my life came a c
I have an addiction 0_0
... So, yeah...
I haven't been online cause I've been kind of... Roleplaying... non stop... I haven't drawn in over a month...
... WoW has taken over my life! AGGGHHH!!! SEND HELP! XD
Oh well, how have all you beautiful people been?
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HEY YOU CANT BLAME ME YOU SAID YOU CAN HANDLE IT. And if it makes you fell any better that movie scared me some what, ill make it up to you we can go see a movie you pick sometime XD